Art, Vulnerability, Wholehearted

Little Red Survivor Art

For the next several months I have accepted an art challenge to make 101 pieces of art in 101 days and that is how Little Red Survivor Art was born. Because of this I have rearranged this site and put more focus on the subject of my heart–encouraging people who are hurting from narcissistic parents and spiritual abuse. Naturally, this means my art will probably be growing in that direction as well. I find comfort in these words-

The place God calls you to
is the place where your deep gladness
and the world’s deep hunger meet.
-Frederick Buechner

Even though I am deeply inspired, I’ll admit I am both excited and terrified by this commitment. Here is my permission slip with my intentions.

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At the end of the 101 days I should know if I like doing art or I am just going to be a writer. I really have no idea where this will end up. So I wish all the other artists luck and I look forward to seeing what others are creating each day.

One thing that was missing from the childhood of many Adult Children Survivors was play. Sometimes this was because their parents did not appreciate their art or music or writing and mostly used their children to do housework or cooking. Or perhaps they were too caught up in their own crises to nurture art or music in their children.

One thing that threw me off was how my mom wanted the entire house to be clean before I did any projects. The chances of that were so slim that it rarely happened. You might note my intentions in the permission slip above that I have given myself permission to not have a perfect house. This will be really hard for me to do.

While I am painting, I don’t expect my art to look like the masters. I simply play with the materials. I find it very soothing to do art as a therapy. It allows my little girl to do what she wants instead of worrying about adult issues. If you are curious about trying your hand at art, I heartily recommend it.

Maybe you are an artist or writer, or maybe you are still unsure of what you want to do with your life. If that is the case, don’t be discouraged. Many Adult Children were sabotaged by growing up with parents who put themselves first, so you might find it difficult to figure out what you were created to do. We are the adults now and we get to do whatever we want. Perhaps this is an awakening time for you, take some time to write down the things that inspire you and pray about it.

Tell me, what is it you plan to do 
with your one wild and precious life? 
-Mary Oliver